yah I have. I've lost roughly about 15 lbs already between not eating much and going out jogging everyday.
No NC today at all. In a couple of hours going to a fireworks show they are having nearby.
I mean I know while I should be happy about remaining calm towards her when she basically told me she's sleeping with another man at the same time I feel like a complete coward for not standing up for myself about it. Which I understand what your saying about long term consequences.
I'm not even real sure if she will do a "look back" when there is someone else involved in this thing.
I've been out most of the day today. Went and seen my dad in the hospital. Went got some groceries. went jogging at the park earlier. Just went out driving around for a little bit. Someone I know that I used to work with text me earlier that she had some charity work she was doing...don't know the extent of it other than for some reason she has to take a pie in the face...I asked her to let me know if they need any other volunteers.
I have started to think that maybe my WAW has been trying to start arguments and trying to get a rise out me in an attempt to get me so mad that I will go off on her so that maybe she can justify some of her actions.
Still tempting to take the job where my wife works at just if nothing else they see that I'm not as horrible a person as she makes me out to be. That does drive me nuts. I won't though. for one it would be awkward and two I feel there's a 99.9% chance that is where the OM works as well.
