New and totally confused

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Good for you for bbqing on your own!
I completely understand how it makes you proud of yourself.
Whenever I tackle a task that my H used to take care of I am proud of myself also. A lot of things I rely on my S15 to take care of. Thankfully, he is a big help.

As far as someone falling back "in love" after they said they have fallen out of love, I totally believe it is possible.