More journalling. H spent some time fixing a dent in our back bumper this afternoon - I thanked him and told him it looked really nice. Came out and helped for a few minutes, then told him to send S for me if he needed me (this is different, as previously I would just wait around in case he needed me).
Chatted with him for a few minutes upstairs - he reaffirmed that he's just more comfortable up there. Told him I didn't think he was avoiding S and I, which seemed to make him feel better.
Asked him when he's doing his workout, and did he want me to keep S occupied while he did it - he said no, S was fine to come with.
I came back to the office - have been playing with S for a while. Feeling a bit nervous about our fireworks plans for tonight - hope it's not all weird and awkward.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11