Ty faith. This text message is from yesterday morning and is the only contact we have had since the disclosure.
I have been dark all day, reading at my sisters. My W says very little, if anything at all. Anytime I try to have an open conversation, even b4 we had trouble, she wouldn't open up.
At one point i asked her to talk and I waited 2 minutes of silence (it felt like an eternity) yesterday morning to give her a chance to speak. Finally she said "what!". In other words she is emotionally closed and has been for some time.
It's pretty tough to be confident when I've had the rug pulled out from under me several times. Just when I feel like I can show some confidence, another bomb drops.
I was a very confident man before all this happened, when I was secure in my R ..
How do I get that swagger back?
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
