hello rue,

i am so sorry

i am in very much the same place as you

my h left in january and is not coming back....he is actually out on the road all summer, touring with his band, so i rarely see him

i know it hurts

i think it's goes in cycles

i was angry and confused

now im hurt and sad

i know it will get better....my husband has said he is not in love with me

that is what i am focusing on........

i know i want to be with someone who adores me...or i would rather be alone

it is horrible, it hurts, but you know what?

it wont kill me

it will make me stronger...

i was a whole person before him and i don't need him to make my life complete

even though at times i believe i do

i hope you can fine some peace this weekend

BITS