So just one last quick note for this morning. Have to go out and take on the day. It's not Independence Day here in Canada (but wish all the southern provinces a great day!)
In stepping out of LRT, I am going to "act as if"... I am not sure that I want to save my M. And that's from the perspective that I have a choice. If the opportunity came up to R, would I...?
So I am going to leave LRT as though the hammer has fallen, the last nail is in the coffin, the fat lady has sung... and I will be D and I will be single... because that is how it seems to me... right now...
And in being that person, I can have a civil relationship with my stbx in a way that is healthy for my kids. And I can create the future for me, my kids, and some future R that will be better than what I could have created in the past, before reality sank in and I've done the work I have over the past year.
