PEImom - I do know he is losing everything, but I just wish I could start feeling like I wasn't losing something too.. maybe I didn't word that correctly. I do think he will wake up one day and regret this whole thing, but in the meantime, I wish I could just start feeling like I will be better off - as my friends and counselor keep telling me. And i'm also very bitter that my children will have to suffer through all of this. They are so little, so the don't understand anything, but they will eventually start to wonder what they are missing out on by not having a full time father. that part absolutely breaks my hear. As much as i want our marriage to work out for us (him and I), I also want it to work out for the sake of our children.
