p.s should I still be trying to do 180's - should I still be fighting for this marriage? I just dont know anything anymore. I was doing so well for so long and I thought we were getting back on track - all my 180's seemed to be working etc but now nothing. Should I still be trying 180's? and if so, what the heck is there left to try? Clearly nothing I have done so far is helping right now.
