From that whole thing you went through with her this is the most important thing you should hear.
2X4's? Now is the time you should be swinging them at yourself.
Anything we might say you will just shake your head and say I know.
Because you do know. Or you should.
The one thing I observed 2 is that you started out not returning her communication.
You started out saying you were doing it to ptotect your D.
Then you argued about it with her and then you gave in to letting your D see her.
I don't know your real intention only you do. But if it WAS to protect your D then what has changed now other than your W and you had a talk about regret and she cried etc?
Consistency 2.
So I will ask the question again:
Under what circumstances and/or conditions will you let your W back in your D's and your life?
She is obviously confused and questioning her choices.
Do you need to be part of that confusion? Does your D?
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
