Well defended, my friend. Sounds like you really understand your motives and disposition on all of this. I did not sense all of this from your previous posts, I sensed more confusion and despair than anything, which is a position I hate to see anyone in. Hopefully things will get better for you-it sounds like you've looked at both sides of this. Best of luck, as always.
M-34 XW-32 D-7 Found OM's presence 4/09 Separated 12/09 Divorced 8/10 GREAT relationship as coparents since 8/10