So it has been a pretty busy weekend thus far. W and I took the kids to a pool party yesterday. W was kind of cold or luke warm I guess. Some one wanted to take a picture of the "marrid couple" the W made a comment to me "for now". Later I was like was that a joke or?? She was like maybe it was maybe it wasnt. So not sure what to make of that. She seemed playful when she said it. But, she has been fairly distant today.....not sure if this is just a dip in the roller coaster or what. I asked her last night that I got invited to go to out for a meal with a group of friends next friday night and she was very welcome to come if she wanted. She was like thats fine. So just left it at that.
Lately I have been trying to take the approach of things could be worse. I am still here and she hasnt made a decision yet on if she wants a D or not. It will be 2 months tomorrow so I am expecting a rough day but going to work to make it a good one. Going to hang out at the pool with my kiddos. So, wish me luck.
