I will continue to be the better man I want to be. Not that I was a bad man b4, just working on being better. I went for a long walk with my best friend tonight. He knows my sitch, and he has been reading my posts here. He is fully tuned into everything, and he knows my W. He mentined to me that he thought I had been painting myself in an especially harsh light in the forum. I know that I had been doing that because I was trying to get as much out of the process as I could. Ultimately, the ball is in my W court right now. She will have to decide on whether she is willing to make an effort, considering that the cards are on the table now. In my heart, I hope she choses to build a new marriage with me, but if she choses otherwise, I will have to get through that and focus on being the best dad I can be for my kids, simply because they will need me more than ever.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
