My W and I talked a bit more and she told me that I need to do what I want, when I want, vice trying to do things b/c I think it'll keep the peace.

This afternoon, I took care of some stuff while my W did some writing. I admit, it was hard for me to do my own thing because I'm not used to feeling like I have the freedom to do what I need to do.

I've been unfaithful in the past, and angry, so my W doesn't trust me; this I understand. I also understand that my W has checked out, and that I must sink or swim. I guess her telling me to do the things I feel need to be accomplished is better than having me hang around, driving her nuts.

More to follow.