Can My Marriage Be Saved?

[a girl]

Journalling - I never know if it has one "L" or two.

Anyway. Did some guided meditation. It helped - I'm feeling down, but I know it would have been worse. Have 2 guided meditations I'm listening to - "Positive Thinking" and "Success". Also trying to take a few minutes throughoutnthe day for "Creative Visualization" - it sounds new age, but I do believe it works. Between all that and my pilates, I feel more centered. Trying to sort out doing a yoga class each week.

H is at the store - he wants to slow smoke a brisket for the 4th. Weird to me that he wants to do a "special" meal, but I'm enthusiastic as I can be.

He's also been doing a lot of cleaning out the basement/garage. Part of me thinks it's in case we separate, but part of me knows he's been wanting to do it for a while and is on a "stop being lazy!" kick. I guess its good either way.

Not sure what I/we'll do today. I'm not up for suggesting anything like Geocaching. It's unlikely he'll suggest anything. Probably he'll play video games. Maybe I'll take S to the park.

Anyway. Little low. Appreciate the input I'm getting, though.