Tough night so far. Found myselfm ad and couldn't shake it. H was everywhere - bedroom, office, living room. I finally went up to S room just so I could be alone.
He came looking for me - wanted to talk about dinner. Asked what I was doing. I said just hanging out and then went back into the room. I heard him stand there a bit before he left.
I came down and told him I was just having a sad time and it was nothing he's done/not done. He thanked me for that - wondering if it's his faucet when I'm silent and upset is one of his big issues, so I'm trying to avoid it.
After that we hung out in the living room and chatted - then went to make dinner. I finished first so I came back to the living room to read - he joined me and we chatted a bit more.
Not sure how to handle it when I'm in the room and he joins me - I don't want to constantly leave when he comes in the room, so I'm trying to not follownhim, but not be driven away. Would love some input on this dilemma, please?
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11