I struggle with that too. I just remember how much time has allowed me to deal with stuff. How it has allowed me to think about ME.
I just posted my w has initiated contact with me after 7 wks congratulating me on a movie I worked on. It was nice but its up to ME if I want to get on that roller coaster. That's a nice feeling to have things in my court.
Space and Time are good things. I don't assume I have anything left with w. I don't know why she won't talk to me, and every day I care less and less. Not because it doesn't hurt, cause it does.. but because there is NOTHING I can do to change HER. The more I realize that, the more I accept it, the more I move forward with MY life. Ya know what I mean?
Hang in there!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
