Can My Marriage Be Saved?

[a girl]

Having a hard time with anger today.

Did my pilates workout - that helped me feel better. Ate a healthy lunch - the anxiety has been a blessing in disguise when it comes to weight loss - I've lost 20lbs in 4 months - 10 in the last month. It's helping my self-esteem a bit, although I have another 20 to go.

Also played Battleship with S. He's not very good yet, but its fun.

Spent some time in the living room reading - he came out to play on his laptop. Chatted a bit about random tech news, then he started playing his video game and stopped talking. After a short while, I got up and said, "I'm bored. I'm going out.". He asked where I was going - I said drugstore for a few things. Was gone 45 min or so. Chatted for a minute when I got back and the I headed to the bedroom.

I'm annoyed because I want to be in the living room, but don't want to follow him or spend a lot of time with him. Bit of a roller coaster, emotionally right now.

Bought "Creative Visualization" for my Kindle - planning to read it tonight. Going to see if there are any iPhone apps for visualization.

Hoping I make it through this long weekend without any significant mishaps.