"I want to be able to walk into a room and radiate confidence."

DG, you're closer to achieving that than you think.

I know exactly how you feel; if you read my posts you'll see I have voiced the same sentiments. My W and I are still living together, yet we might say 10 words to each other each day; sometimes, less.

But everyone here is right; it's just not time to end things yet. Our S's are confused, lost, scared - yes, scared - and have no realistic idea of what they are doing to their loved ones or themselves. We need to give them as much time as we can give to let them try to work their way out of the mess they have caused.


H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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