I will read the codependent book. But, honestly thought a spouse helps each other especially when they don't see it themselves cause maybe they are too sick. I would hope H would do the same to me.
I guess I am a slow learner or am very stubborn. But, I do see where I have failed both during the R and now while DBing.
My point with the other people or friends is that they have a theory and share it with you and then I am struck with "wow, never thought of it like that?" Could it be? I don't need any extra ideas put in my head. I do need to say I don't want to talk about it. Hurts way too much.
I feel like my life is on display and every ugly detail.
The rewriting of history is exactely why I need to continue with NC. Day 5- again.
