Thanks DG. It is very hard to be here and I keep thinking that I am going to wake up and things will be better or it was a bad dream. Sadly, not the case. H and I took the kids to dinner last night and he couldn't make eye contact with me which hurts. The tension and distance between us is almost as painful as an argument. Where we used to be so loving. I'm not sure how things changed and when.
This week is all about me GAL. I deserve it. My kids deserve it.
Reading here really helps, and I am learning so much.
