I have read DR so many times I think I know it word for word.
It is hard to see the small positives as the small things she does is just natural in her personality. I mean she has been super nice throughout all of this, but I'll keep looking. I think by going dark like I have she may miss me or show signs she does. Nonetheless I guess all I can do is play it out and see what happens.
I have been for the most part focusing on GAL as I am assuming it is going to play out with me being single once again. Surprisingly this has been fairly easy. I mean I still think about her all the time but it hasn't been too depressing as I'm usually in the company of friends and such. So I can somewhat keep my mind occupied.