Beatrice, there is no simple answer. I am on swings and roundabouts. I am constantly cycling. However, I am learning as I go. Today is not a good day!! Nobody knows the right path except us and even that is not smooth and paved. I have continued to post because I wanted to provide an alternative to some but I am not saying it is right or even that the long term outcome will be successful.
I think contrary to what 25 has said I am not too bothered where H is on the journey. Having been on the grief path twice through illness and then betrayal and separation I know it's not linear and not even important. I tried to rebuild simply because I love my H and I wanted my family reunited. That may or may not work but for now at least I know I gave it my best shot. Today I am done!!
For a multitude of reasons I will no longer be posting. It is time for me to move on from posting and to get my life back on track. I will continue to be on the alt.
I thank all the wonderful people who have supported me along the way. The best I can do here is wish all peace.
