Went out last nite with a girlfriend. Had dinner and went to a pub. Got hit on by several guys. The reason was I took my ring off. I didn't want to. But a part of me felt that I needed to feel attractive again. I wanted to feel like guys still thought I was attractive. It worked like a charm. I got attention and plenty of it. Did I enjoy it? No. But I did end up meeting a really nice guy and ended up giving him my number. He has already text me and requested to be my friend on FB. Attractive yes. But I'm no where near ready to have a R with someone.
I still love my H.
I did some reflecting last night. It would seem that there was movement from H because I went dark. It obviously gave him time to miss me - he even said as much. However, I have now said that I would do the family stuff so how do I continue?
W - 31 H - 33 Married - 7 years Together - 10 yrs Kids - S 3yrs old Separated - 27/03/11 OW - 10/04/11
