Just journaling. I did text H to tell him my head was only a little better.

Encounter:
Me: awake. Still kinda awful. Taking other stuff.
Him: oh no. I'm sorry to hear that.

Should have stopped there! Anyway,we learn.

Me: trying heat again. Hope your stuff is going well (he's in an all day meeting)
Him: going ok. Sooooo hungry.
Me: were you too busy to have breakfast? frown. (he had an early conference call)

30 minutes later:
Him: no I had breakfast, just no snack.

Then I stopped responding. Need to remind myself that I feel better when not anxiously awaiting a reply from him, and I can control that.

Need to spend time today working on goals. It's hard, but I need to do it.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11