I think your title is compelling enough.

What I do see is a lot of journaling and that's great to get it out there.

I suspect no one's jumping in here and making comment because... well... you don't really seem stuck atm... you don't really have any things that you'd like to bounce ideas off...

I do also suspect that soon enough, you're going to run out of things to put into the journal... find yourself going round and round in circles and then you'll start to wonder, start to get stuck, start to ask questions, and others will chime in...

what are you providing is good stuff. certainly gives everyone a well fleshed out idea of how you think and your side of where you are coming from.

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Maybe I'll start the ball rolling...

What are you doing to GAL? What are some 180s you plan on doing? What are you doing for yourself? How are you working on becoming the man only a fool would leave?