M: (typed before her post above) But you don't know. How sorry I am that you ever had to feel that you were anything but my world. That when I think of something as little as the bump on your nose, I cry. That I ask God to forgive me when I touch your side of the bed at night and say goodnight to you. That I would literally and truly give up my world to spend one night cuddling you and knowing the smell of you and feeling safe for the first time in over a year.
