Im feeling kind of sad today with the holiday weekend coming up and not much to do. My friend spends most of her time with her boyfriend now and the tennis guy doesnt call me anymore to play tennis. He's probably busy with new girlfriend and im not going to call him. there is a concert at the park and fireworks tonight maybe ill go to that by myself. I cant bring my labrador, she would freak out at the loud music and fireworks. This loneliness [censored].