That's the problem? She doesn't see me in that light anymore? Honestly I do want to know the problem. I can't fix something if I don't know what it is,you know?
I won't deny at all that over the course of the years some issues have taken a big toll on me. Luckily I what rarely used account I had on FB I already deactivated just to take away that temptation. I don't worry about emails she never emails just TM's.
No your not making me feel worse. I appreciate your bluntness. You are right though it's very hard to ignore her TM's. I have gotten away from TM'ing her first but I do react to things she says. Which is what resulted in our falling out yesterday.
Don't contact my BIL? I realize he's not too concerned with her right now but he's really the only person I would consider a friend. He knows I don't want to go over there when she's there which is why he calls me when she's not there.
