25. I did read your post I have digested it... I definitely don't agree with everything in your last post, but I do appreciate your thoughts.
I have not abandoned my self introspect or my changes, at all. I am stronger with every day that passes. I am pleased with my progress so far, but am just frustrated with the slow pace of improvement in our R. No doubt there is more change to happen. In the end, I will evolve to the best man I can be, that's all I can do. I can say for sure that my R with my kids is stronger and I am VERY greatful for that. It's just tough to know how my W feels if she bottles everything inside and dosent talk to me. She has never been open with her feelings, even when things were great. I on the other hand am very open with my feelings and always have been. I don't think that is a bad thing, but makes this sitch tougher for me. At least I recognize my shortcomings and am willing to work on them. Her changes will have to happen when she is ready... I will not live with someone who disrespects my feelings and wishes, and is so arrogant that she can never admit or apologize when she is wrong. Believe me, that has done it's damage too.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
