If it makes you want to cry, then by all means cry. I've cried, I've cussed, begged God for help. In fact, if you've read DR, everything it tells you not to do, I did them. It didn't help my marriage. But the crying, the begging God and even the cussing helped me. But I don't let her see it anymore. As far as she knows, I'm almost always upbeat and relatively happy. But I do admit in the quiet moments alone, I sometimes cry my eyes out. Afterward, I'm still in the same situation. But I feel a lot better.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.