Kind of a journaling bump.

Gotta get out of the house today - starting to really feel the not having another person around and not having a whole lot to do. So, I figure I should at least get some good exercise in.

Thinking about finding a career counselor to help me figure some things out - I've been so exclusively focused on my 'one path' for so long that I am pretty myopic when it comes to what else I might be willing to consider doing. I'm lucky to have the time and freedom to do this, I know.

W has e-mailed me twice in the past 24 hours - both regarding logistical things, but the tone seems to be a little bit more sincere and respectful. I don't know if this is coming from standing up for myself, or out of fear that I might choose to exercise legal options that could put her in a difficult spot. I often wonder if she thought that this was going to be an easy thing?

Anyways, time to get some sun and fresh air while its still available to me.


M: 32
W: 29
T: 9 Years
M: 4 Years
I hit rock bottom: 2/11
PA admitted: 4/11
WAW: 5/11
D filed: 6/11
now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.