Dark Side of the Moon

[LearningPatience]

I've realized I haven't journaled/updated here in a few days. Nothing new.

As expected, W hasn't tried to make any contact. Wait, wouldn't this be an expectation? Have to work on that.

Most of the week has gone by well. Heading to Toronto for a concert Saturday and decided I'd go to Montreal the next day. Two reasons: 1) I've never been there and 2) I'll get to speak in mauvais francais

I did have some feelings of loneliness and wanting to be with W yesterday. Was out with friends at a bar along the river. Very nice, great atmosphere but most people were in couples. I miss that. Not sure if I miss the couple concept or my W really.

My SD is in town for a month or so and I'm picking her up for dinner tonight. It'll be the first I've been at W's (our) house in six weeks. My S14 asked me today if the recent concert was awkward. Told him not really, but I think tonight will be. As long as I remember I'm there for SD (and to see her new puppy) I think I'll be fine.