Not much happening on my side. Just waiting for those draft decree papers that wife said would be sent soon. That was 2 weeks ago. I am not going to be excited to see them. But i will not freak out either. I am slowly beginning to feel my worth. And i dunno, i have this weird feeling that wife and i will get back together. Might not happen right away, but i'll wait...
I guess my convo with the IL did help. We talked a lot. I did let them know that this time i am not going to beg my wife back. It feels liberating NOT to be driven by fear. I was always driven by fear of my wife leaving me.
On the other hand, i just realized...I hate rollercoaster rides, especially the part where the cart jets down the ramp!! I think i have ridden them only twice in my life. That led me to think "what the hell am i doing with skydiving then????. Thats like the ultimate rollercoaster ride". In any case, i am still gonna go. I have this compelling feeling of trying this thing once
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
