Don't know where I am

[Harrier]

Well, the sun came up today. Just like it will no matter how my story turns out.

you guys has have helped me more than you could know (I wish 25mlc would chime in though).

I realize that I need to changed my attitude. It's okay to be sad, mad, frustrated, etc...just maybe not around her. My W told me a few months ago me being happy, confident, etc is attractive to her. Honestly, I haven't been very attractive.

Last night before my W goes to bed she says "Who knows what will happen?" It kinda bugs me when she says this. Then gives me a hug and a kiss.

I believe that we can have a great M again. I am willing to do the work if she is. I will be patient with her. I believe her feelings can changes towards me.

But if they don't I will be okay.

I do have one Q though. I plan on moving out in Aug. For now we are sleeping in the same bed. I'm wondering if that should continue.

Part of me says yes, you want to be as normal as possible w/o reminders of what is to come. And to some extent this is different as to what you might normally do.
but OTOH, I feel like she could use the space, it would be a 180 and it will make the transition to my own place a small bit easier.

My W has said she sees no reason to change things, but if that's what I want she will be okay with it.

Thoughts?