Denver Been reading your sitch for awhile. My post won't show up for a few hours as I'm still new but I just want to say that I understand how hard it is. Every day we want to make the best decisions. Some days it's especially difficult when what we should do feels like it's going against everything we believe we are. We want to be a loving, caring person. For me.. it feels like I am treating my w in the same way she is treating me.. even though I'm not. I'm just taking care of my feelings and my wants and for some reason.. that feels wrong to me.
Just wanted to say to hang in there. We all make mistakes but at the end of the day, we need to be able to live with our decisions and be happy with the person we are becoming. You sound like a great guy. Cheers to all you have achieved thus far.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
