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[BeingMe]

For me, once the end comes, I will be used to the "loneliness". I spend a lot of time alone now, with kids grown, and H always away on business. So, there won't be anything different except the logistics of being separated, i.e. finances.

At this point, I am so not interested in pursuing a new R, and I wonder if I ever will be. My first marriage was abusive, and this one, while a happier one, was fraught with difficulties such as control and other things that I won't bring up again. Control has been the main issue lately, and his lack of empathy. Of course, it doesn't help that he has told me that he doesn't love me, so that makes it easier. Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't love me?

So, once I am completely free ... you will not find my pic on any online dating agency. I will do my own thing, and concentrate more on my studies/new career, and kids/grandkids.