Gosh your H and my H might be the same person.. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I usually post on the Newcomers board, but I think this board fits me better, so I might move over here.. Plus nobody responds to my posts over there - probably b/c (sadly) there are so many threads. I've done a lot of backsliding too - I try not to beat myself up too much about it. We've been separated now for over 8 months and he still 'doesn't know'. He just told me last week that he was house hunting (as he's been staying at his moms). Anyways, honestly, your situation sounds so familiar - and that just makes me feel sad, as I don't wish this on anyone. I don't have much advice, as clearly I am not doing anything right.. Kudos to you for doing such a great job at getting a life - and losing all that weight - thats SO impressive. I really hope you are proud of YOU. I'm sure you look fantastic. I'm going to keep reading your posts, and you've inspired me to do more for myself. And I have good and bad days too - like a friggin yo-yo. Even during a single day, I can go from high to low to high to low 20 times... Its so crazy. So I know where you're coming from.. Keep journalling...
