I've done really good about not talking about the relationship or the divorce. Today when she mentioned was really the first time it's been mentioned since she told me for certain she wants a divorce and one instance where I apologized for some things I realized I did wrong. Outside of that when we talked we got along just fine.
When she was talking to me today she said that we just argue when we talk and such. To which I told her we don't. Outside of this recent stuff we hadn't had an actual argument in a good 6 months or so. While I have felt we were starting to move forward a little bit today seems more like a few steps back and maybe that's the reasoning behind popping up with saying ILYBNILWY.
I know she usually misses people when they aren't in her life anymore and as hard as it is to do so especially with like I have said I'm so used to having to hold her hand through things I need to figure out how to just let her go.
