It doesn't make sense to me really. her reasons have changed several times already. I don't want the responsibilities of marriage...I need to be free...I just want to be alone...I've been unhappy for a long time but tried to convince myself I was...I need to stand on my own two feet..some of it may be true. A lot of things other people did as teenagers she hasn't been able to experience until we got married. I was the person that taught her to drive. That took her out and what not. I've been taking care of her and helping her with problems since we first met. I've had to shoulder a lot in our relationship.
I've been with her through a lot of her bi polar cycles but if that's what may be going on now this is by far her worst one yet.
Her brother calls her emotionally abusive and manipulative. I know she has some issues and I know I am responsible for some of the things in our marriage but it's really hard to just drop the rope here so to speak. Especially when she seems to be going out of her way to hurt me.
I mean literally in 2 weeks it has gone from I'm her best friend...she will always love me to she cares but doesn't love me anymore. It's a really confusing time. I realize that she must be on some kind of emotional rollercoaster herself but I'm sitting passenger on this trip.
I truly love my wife and have always accepted that she does have some problems but the way this stuff keeps changing is just getting insane honestly.
