jb and AC, I hear both of you. How do I stop the continuous stream in my head of the wrongs I did inflict on her and our M? I'm sitting at my desk with tears in my eyes as all of these memories are just flooding in.

If only, if only, if only...I know that thinking is useless, but I can't turn it off.

H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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