So...am I still a newcomer?

[Telemark]

She has said she's forgiven me but keeps reminding me of what I've done. I had anger issues that drove her away, but I thought they had been absent for years and that we were really coming to a good place in our marriage.

I have been working the 180s regardless and trying to be the man I should be. I think it's too late to save my M; hope it's not too late to save me.