It's understandable that you feel this way. I think all of us here on the board have felt this way. However, this is about the worst thing you can do. Work on GAL. Trust me, you will start feeling a lot better as a result.
Remember to believe none of what she says and 50% of what she does. She is certainly an emotional wreck right now. She is on her own roller coaster, though it's very unlikely she is letting you see that.
