KD, that was a really good post with good info you provided there.
I thought i was off that emotional wagon. Looks like i am not.
Yup, after talking to MIL and FIL i did feel lil better that maybe we have a chance....
But absolutely there are lots of things that i need to do for myself to be a better man. I need to take this time to work on myself. I can feel that everyday. Mentally, physically i have never felt more independent, confident and mentally strong.
Yup, my journalling has lot of emotional stuff that i put out. More like dumping out my mind so i can get it off.
Your feedback has been great. I'll be sure to read it again and again
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