Emotional day. I see the benefit of detaching is for ME. Not going there again.
I keep thinking in order to heal I need answers. Well, I see the anwers aren't always honesty from my H so why bother. Also, I will never understand it anyway.
Of course, he texted and said couldn't get together tonight. Surprise! Not. I said Okay. GOt one back from H that said sorry we will talk soon. I didn't reply. We shall see. I am going to think on that one. The wounds are too fresh.
