I'm curious why you did not get out a whole lot before... and if that's the case... how did you meet your W? What was the eventual "spark" that got you two together?
And regardless of that, I understand that you are feeling pain and not wanting to go out much. I also understand that as you have no job (or you don't have a good or well paying job, since you are looking for one), you likely contribute money to be a factor in getting out...
Both... are reasons...
There are a million ways to GAL... Many of those require no money... they do require effort... they do require letting go of your reasons...
Take a walk, go for a bike ride, when you go to the store (because I don't think your groceries are delivered to you), take some extra time to do things close to where your store is.
It's not whether you have the opportunity...
it's whether you are prepared to MAKE the opportunity...
