Just feel bad for my IL. It is hard to see your daughter suffer like this and harder to see a grandchild grow up in a broken family.

I am getting philosophical here, but why do some people find it so hard to try to forget the bad stuff that happened in the past and look forward to the future.

Initially i thought it was a problem with my wife. But now i feel it could be a problem with me? Maybe i am not being in her shoes correctly to see all the suffering she experienced due to my behavior. And i guess maybe it is own selfishness that i want her back. If that is the case, I just have to let her go. Maybe she will be truly happy without me.

I dunno. All this is hurting my head frown

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M 38
W 36
D 7
Married 15 yrs
W left for 6 months in 2009
W Filed for D 01/03/11
piecing now...