4 months........

[~¤DG¤~]

You guys are so helpful, I hope you know how much I appreciate all the support I receive here.

I had a very strong urge to text H today and ask him when he was going to come get the rest of his belongings, but I didn't. Even though we have had NC for a week, I realize that might not be enough time.
I do worry about us drifting apart during our time apart, but I try to remind myself that I can't do anything about that.

I will admit, where I am struggling the most is with the cell phone records. I check it every day, even twice a day sometimes. Why do I do this? Why can't I stop? If I see a number I don't recognize I start to panic and think that he is talking to another W. I know it is my own insecurity that is making me do this, and I want to stop, but it's almost impossible to.

2x4's please.......