Fool me once, Shame on ME

[ninelives]

Thanks 2 step. Hearing it from you certainly gives some creedence as I know you have your head on straight with values and morals.

You are right as well LP. Its almost like Im trying to justify what im doing like im doing something wrong.

Not to get too personel but since this is anonymous to some degree. I could not finish the deal again if you know what I mean. Dont want to put a time on it but I could have watched a period or two of hockey. That concerns me. With my W, I was a normal timed guy in the bedroom but now , Its Ron Jeremy territory. In the end , I just didnt which made her feel bad.
( Sorry if Im getting too personel here, Im not seeing a coucniler anymore and just wondering if there is insight)
Could it be guilt that I am cheating or something crazy like that?

Also, I apologize if i sound like Im coming across ( pardon the pun), as a player. Im NOT. Ive always done ok with the ladies but not player territory. Ever since elementary school, I was always in a committed relationship of some kind. My face is actually red as I write this.

Im simply trying to navigate this hurt from my wife, not trying to hurt anybody and you know, getting some needs met. Its been months since the last time. Does that make me weak?

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