2Step - I see you as one of the most amazing posters here, so I will really take your words to heart, like those of 25.
I will assume that my input here is not welcome, BTM, and wish you well. You're getting great advice; I pray you'll listen and apply it.
Starsky
Not all Starsky. I simply referred to those 2 individuals since they were the last posters and I have followed 2Steps own thread. I obviously need all the help I can get. It's been six years since I first came here and almost 43 years of getting it wrong. I do need to listen.