I am always watching 9 (referring to your post on my thread) I have said from the beginning that the sooner you get into the mind set that you are moving forward and start living your life the sooner I think your W will begin to wake up.
Now I am not saying that to get you to look back, there is nothing to look back to.
Letting go and moving on is freaking hard and it is painful. To us it feels as if we are giving up but when we accept it for what it is then and only then can we begin to make progress in our lives.
I say enjoy her company and live it up. It is all not doom and gloom.
IF there is a change she will know where to find you.
You will be living and enjoying this girls company.
